Monday, July 5, 2010

Going nuts!

Yes I am going nuts. I just need a break every once in a while....
These two family functions and no one would keep an eye on Jayson so I could
just relax... Not even my husband... He spent half the afternoon with his cousin Jewel in the hot tub... Mind you I have never been in the hot tub with my husband.. ever... Yet hes sitting in the
hot tub with his 18 yr old adopted cousin... Weird... I know....

He got mad at me because I was upset that he promised me on friday if I let him go night fishing without me he would spend the day with me and Jayson..... I think I spoke to him twice since we got to his parents house. I waited till everyone was done eating to even go get my food... Because I couldnt drag Jayson into the house...

I know this post has nothing to do with my weightloss and surgery its just a rant. I am not feeling good about myself. None of my friends could come to my get togethers and Julie was suppose to come cut my hair today but she didnt show.. I am really getting fed up.... I guess I am the disposable friend..... I am there when they want me to be but other then that I am nonexistant.


  1. I am really sorry you had to deal with all this over the holiday weekend. That is not fair for you to be responsible for your son without any break.

    I was feeling like the disposable friend a few days ago (still am). It seems my invite always gets lost in the mail, too and it sucks, big time. If you ever want to talk about with someone who understands, feel free to email me:


  2. rant away sister :-)
    "boys are stupid, throw rocks at them" lol

  3. I'm sorry it didn't work out how you wanted it to. These blogs aren't just about weight loss to me. Its a place to vent with people who *get* it.